I Fight My Own Battles: Deepika Padukone After ‘Padmaavat’ Release

File picture of Deepika Padukone.

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Deepika Padukone is in the mood to celebrate. The strife is behind her, she says, and she is looking ahead.

Sanjay Leela Bhansali's film 'Padmaavat’ was released last week after months of protests and threats, but the film's leading lady said the tough times had been overtaken by the love of the audience.

"At this point I am not thinking about the last three months. The last three days have been so overwhelming that nothing else matters. I am in a mood to celebrate. I am grateful for all the love and support," Deepika said while interacting with the media at a popular Indian restaurant on Sunday, 28 December.

Deepika said that while "Padmaavat" was a story that was several centuries old, it was as relevant today as ever.

It looks at the power of women. Today again we are standing up for ourselves with dignity... I find her journey so relevant today.

Deepika Padukone

The film also stars Shahid Kapoor, who plays the role of Maharawal Ratan Singh and Ranveer Singh, who plays Alauddin Khilji, but it was Deepika who faced the wrath of Rajput community who issued death threats to her.

When <i>Rani </i>has so much strength, why would she need others? In my personal life, I fight my own battle, I don’t need anyone.

Deepika Padukone

Some among the protesters had said there was a dream sequence featuring the characters of Rani Padmavati and Khilji, which Bhansali had denied.

"We (Ranveer and I) don't have even a moment together in this film. When I was shooting he was not there and vice versa. I was not aware what work he has done in the film," she said.

Being a central protagonist as a female actor and with this kind of budget, I did feel a sense of responsibility so at times I used to go to the sets when I saw a little bit of what they were doing. Other than that, it seems as if we have shot two different films.

Deepika Padukone

Recalling the experience of shooting for the jauhar sequence – when women are shown ready to court death – she said the last scene had stayed with her for quite some time.

The <i>jauhar </i>speech was done in one take. I felt I would forget the lines. I did rehearsals for it. It was an intense moment on the sets. Everyone was quiet. They had kept three days for this but we did it in half a day.

Deepika Padukone

When lyricist Javed Akhtar called ‘Padmaavat’ the "Mother India" of her career, Deepika was on cloud nine. But what gratified her more was that her parents praised her performance.

She said she was always confident the film would be released, but what she did not anticipate was the love and support of the audience.

"When someone does something right, at the end, truth wins," she said.

The lavishly mounted film has so far minted Rs 83 crore at the box office and the leading lady is overwhelmed with the response.

"The amount of love, support is unprecedented and most important the blessings that I am getting. I feel what have I done to deserve this (love)," she said.

For Deepika, playing the part of Rani Padmini in the historical drama was the most difficult role in her decade-long career.

This role of a queen had no crutches like she doesn’t have a sword, she doesn’t get on a horse and goes on battlefield - but there is sheer inner strength and resilience which I had to show through my eyes.

Deepika Padukone